Sunday, December 27, 2009 19:56 Y
Scorpions' BBQ took place yesterday. It was raining, but everything was fine when the food came. Thanks to everyone who came. It was a fruitful day, well at least for me. The event was successful except for the rain. Firstly, get to meet up with the greatest bunch of people whom I've not met in months. Met up with Safi, Elly and Liwi first, then hang around at his viod deck while waiting for the rest and the rain to stop. Ms Maz came and hang around with us before leaving for her post birthday celebration. The food came and we started the fire. Well, Shazwan started the fire to be exact. Mr Fireman using his skills and experience, and I watched him in action. I had so much fun barbecuing with buddy. Although I got "scolded" countless times by him, I still enjoyed my time with him. Thanks buddy for all the help and thanks Liwi for the entertainment
(jgn ckp aku tk kasi credit eh). I was so tired that my vision became blur, seriously. Went home around 10 plus nearly 11 while the guys hang around there and clean up and had their games. Reached home, showered, texted buddy and off to bed. My body's still aching now, but I'll bear with it.
Saturday, December 19, 2009 19:38 Y
I've been trying my best to stay within the boundaries. It's hard for the fact that I never used to have these unforeseen limitations. And just when I am trying, you managed to penetrate through the barriers I've set. You had to make feel restless, helpless and worried. Yes, I do feel that way. I am still human, I do know how to feel. My only hope is that we remain status quo, and for you to stay safe.
And Shazwan, I miss you ALOT! You're busy, I know. I don't blame you. In fact I was glad that you actually spared some time to ask about me. That was enough, really. And to see you wear that gift I gave you was enough to put a smile on my face. I can never emphasize enough, all I want is for you to be happy. If I have the power to not make you troubled, I would definitely pass them to you. But it's beyond me, and that being said, all I can do is to be here for you just like how you've always been there for me.
Someone said this to me before,
"If I can put a smile on others, it's enough to put a smile on mine." Yes, that's my hope. I totally agree. I'm happy if everyone's happy, especially my loved ones.
